We are still alive, and doing quite well.

It's been a while. I got wrapped up in the madness of the holidays, and then immediately after Christmas, my father had a stroke. As a result, there hasn't been much time for Audrey and Miranda, which has been very difficult. However, life has started to calm down again.

We had a New Year's Eve Party planned for just Audrey and Miranda, all done up in our party dresses at home, and ringing in the new year mostly naked. Those plans fell through, as my father was released from the hospital on New Years Eve. I had not slept in three days, and I was so exhausted and famished that I couldn't think straight. Mr. D took exceptional care of me, but unfortunately we don't have any exciting tales to tell of our first New Year together.

After a hiatus from Audrey time, we dressed her up this past weekend to attempt to bring life "back to normal", because normal for us includes Audrey. Mr. D has purchased a wide variety of "normal, everyday" clothing for Audrey in preparation for joining a CD/TG support group, which I will be attending as well. We are both very much looking forward to it. It will be wonderful to meet other couples in our situation.

Because we haven't yet used our New Year's party clothes, Audrey and I plan on throwing our own Inaugural Ball this coming extended weekend. Look for pictures next week on both Audrey's and Miranda's flickr sites!

We are shopping whores

This weekend Mr. D and I went on a shopping spree. The purchases for Audrey include: a week's worth of panties from Vickie's (PINK line), sleep shorts and cami for our "co-ed sleepover" scene (hopefully this weekend), Urban Decay Eyeshadow Primer Potion (aka UDPP) for awesome eyeshadow coverage and blending, eggplant and dark burgundy nail polishes, a mauve lip crayon, and new nude and black stockings.

This week, Audrey should also have some packages arrive full of goodies. A huge Sephora makeup palette, make-up brushes, a new wig, and a new bra and panties (for the co-ed sleepover) should be in the mail. Not to mention the beautiful new E cup teardrop breast forms that came late last week.

My Audrey is one lucky bitch!

Happy Birthday, Baby

Mr. D's birthday was earlier this week. We started celebrating early because I wanted to give him a whole day devoted to Audrey. We started early Saturday morning removing Mr. D's body hair before heading out to do some shopping and going to see a movie. I had gotten most of Audrey's outfit together prior to Saturday, but I wanted to pick up some accessories and go to the wig shop with Mr. D to look at some new styles. Audrey's look for the evening would be "bad-ass school girl", so we went to Hot Topic to look for jewelry and temporary tattoos. Mr. D picked up a new wig, and we were ready to play!

Half of my fun playing with Audrey is from making up Mr. D into her. I start by carefully shaving Mr. D's balls, followed doing his nails and toes (black with red sparkles!), and then painting on the custom tattoos. I picked a ribbon labeled "SLUT" and skull faced cherries as a tramp stamp. Next is a quick facial, because makeup looks so much better when you've properly prepped the skin! I take my time with applying make up, making sure that Audrey's beauty is highlighted, especially her gorgeous eyes and lips. I make a smokey eye and a classic retro lip - pouty bright red. Next is her hair, which isn't too much work since Mr. D has picked a wonderfully styled wig. I throw a couple of side clips up, and Audrey is ready to dress.

For Mr. D's birthday, I bought Audrey some leather lingerie: bra, thong with front zipper, waist cincher/garter with front zippers, and large diamond fishnet stockings. And she looks fabulous in them! I almost didn't want to put on her outfit, but I had to see her in that short schoolgirl skirt! Her shoes compliment the outfit perfectly - red chunky platform peep-toes with little white skulls painted on them. She makes such a good slutty bad-ass! I have Audrey pose for a bunch of shots in front of a white sheet, which makes a good "school picture day" scenario. Her legs and ass look amazing, so I focused many of my shots there.

I change into my Miss Miranda role and become Audrey's teacher. She's prepared homework like I requested: a essay on someone she admires. Audrey picks Dita Von Teese, which perfectly fits her personality, but as her "teacher" I have to reprimand her for aspiring to be a burlesque dancer as Ms. Von Teese. I also punish her for listening to her iPod, chewing gum, and looking at a Victoria Secret catalogue instead of doing her school work. During her spanking, she tells me that she let both the boys and girls wrestling team fuck her, and I have to punish her even more. I tell her that she can get out of her punishment if she stops sleeping around and only lets me fuck her from now on, and Audrey happily agrees. I take her to my "private office", which has a bed! I finally take off her short skirt and admire her leather lingerie... which eventually end up on my floor.

I seem to get teary eyed after Audrey and I play, and I'm the one that generally needs the aftercare. I get overwhelmed by her, in a good way, but find my emotions sometimes hard to control. Audrey takes off her wig and becomes Mr. D again, and I need to spend a few minutes cradled in his arms. After I tell Mr. D how beautiful Audrey is, and how thrilled I am that I can have her TOO, we are off to Silver Diner. It's been a long day, and we are both starving.

Happy Birthday, my dear Audrey. You have no clue how special you are to me.

Best of both worlds

I'm lucky enough to have both a boyfriend AND a girlfriend.

Mr. D, and I have been dating for few months. He's everything I've ever wanted in a man: smart, funny, compassionate, and sexy as hell. He's kinky and fun and pushes my boundaries in all the good ways. He's awakened a part of me that has been asleep for so long, and makes me want to be a better person. I feel so very lucky to have him in my life.

Audrey just came into my life recently, and having her has been an experience like nothing I've ever known. She's sassy, tender, and gorgeous. I have so much fun when I'm around her, and I adore pampering her. I enjoy choosing her outfits, putting on her make-up and doing her hair. Photographing her is a treat beyond compare. I'm very protective of my Audrey.

What makes me so lucky is that Mr. D and Audrey are the same person.

The majority of our relationship is spent as Miranda and Mr. D, but we do enjoy bringing Audrey out to play on occasion. When Mr. D becomes Audrey, he also becomes a different person, and I feel like a different person when I'm with her. Aside from the physical satisfaction that we both get from Audrey, I'm also starting to feel emotionally attached to her. At first, she was merely my "toy", but now, I really do feel like she's my "girlfriend". I care about her deeply, just as I do for Mr. D, but in a different way that I find hard to describe.

And yeah, my girlfriend also has a cock. What can be better than that?